Yes.

I've begun to miss the old days. Feeling nostalgic brings good memories to me, but also feelings of sorrow. It is the fact that, in only a couple of years, I'll be obligated to move on from childhood. I don't mind being a child, but I don't want to be acting like a 12 year old when I'm 21. I'd like to keep the imagination and spirit of a child, though.

Gryffindor hoodies have proven to be extremely expensive.

I finally watched the finale of Harry Potter. It's extraordinary how a person can become so attached to these fictional characters. Everybody knows they aren't real and tears are still shed at the death of a protagonist. I might be over analyzing this series, but it sure teaches so many lessons. Harry Potter never gave up. Did he succeed? Yes. Snape was always seen as the bad guy and in the end, we learn he was doing the best for everybody. A person cannot really be judged by the looks. Sometimes I believe that good looks only cripple humanity. Many people talk to others based on external beauty. What people don't know is that internal beauty is concealed in many others that haven't been given a chance. I only hope that we, as people, learn the importance of personality and not looks.

Time picked the correct messenger.

I try to see if a person is pure or not. Most of the time, I succeed in classifying a person. It isn't the nicest thing to do, but it helps me steer clear of those whose company I don't enjoy. There are some specific people who I don't admire, but I am still decent enough to them. I just can't find it in me to tell them how I feel about them and their actions. I'm not strong enough to hurt people in that manner.

Who can I ALWAYS cry on? My bed.☻

I believe that acoustic music is more beautiful than any other. It is just for the fact that acoustic music captures the emotion of the artist in their voice. The guitar just compliments the singer's voice and adds that extra sprinkle to it. Acoustic music has no auto tune and no loud noises hiding people with no actual talent. If a singer can pull off an acoustic song live, they've earned my respect. I admire those with vocal talent that don't need anything but their mouths to sing. I have no vocal talent at all. ☻

Is it better to care too much or not care at all? :O

I have a big problem. My fan has gone crazy for about a month now. It shakes and rattles. If I didn't know better, I'd say it were angry. It is probably sick and tired of hanging on the wall and spinning for human's selfish reasons. There is no need to worry. My dad is getting rid of that old bitter fan on
Friday or Saturday and getting a new one that will be happy to do its job.

I do believe this blog is short.

To make up for the short blog, I'm posting up a video. ✌ (I'm exploring the special characters on my computer, ha.)

Sayanora. :D

Legoland and Crappy Hotels.

I HAVE BEEN AWAY ON VACATION! Well, I have been back home since yesterday. I traveled to Dallas to find enlightenment. No, I'm kidding. I went to Dallas for my brother's baseball tournament. Dallas was surprisingly HOT. I didn't really enjoy it. I did enjoy Grapevine Mills, though. Grapevine Mills happens to be the name of a mall in the city of Grapevine. Inside that mall, there was a place called Legoland. Legoland is, as you can imagine, a little "theme park" that includes countless items and activities having to do with Legos. I didn't go inside the actual park but I did enter the shop. I was pretty fascinated with a Buzz Lightyear sculpture made out of Legos. Sadly, there was no Woody Sculpture. In the shop, I searched for something that I would like, and I found the GREATEST THING POSSIBLE. I came across Harry Potter keychains. Ironically, there wasn't a keychain of Harry Potter. So, I took the liberty of saying how ridiculous that was. I think an employee overheard me, hehe. I, personally, like Ron better than Harry, though. I bought the Ron keychain. :)


I'm a drama abolitionist.


To get to Dallas, it took nine tedious hours. It took so much work for me to stop myself from screaming at my brothers. They can literally drive a woman crazy. Now, talking about traveling, while we were in the Dallas area, my dad was driving recklessly. We aren't familiar with the area so every time we had to be somewhere, we would have to input our destination on the Iphone. The Iphone was our savior in this trip. It also put us in danger, though. My brilliant father would have the Iphone in his hands while driving.-.- Many times, he would miss his turn and try to make up for it. He would turn at the latest times and cause the cars behind us to go ballistic. In one occasion, we entered the airport. Oh, how fun it was to hear my mother rant on and on. 


If the sun doesn't shine tomorrow, we'll survive. Alaskans do it for an entire month.


Last week, I challenged myself. The challenge was one of the most difficult I have ever faced. I challenged myself to turn on my ipod, put it on shuffle, and listen. I could not skip any song. I had never been able to accomplish that, but, this time, I did. I got up to 93 songs without skipping. That was quite an accomplishment, at least to me. 


Don't give up on life because life has never given up on you.


I don't remember if I have said this before, but I do not like bad words. Yes, everyone I know says bad words, but I don't feel comfortable saying them. I have never known why. I have typed them and I've said them. I mostly said them in sixth grade when I was trying to fit in. I didn't like sixth grade. The change was too fast. People were growing up too fast and I just didn't know what to do. I did everything to fit in. How foolish I was. I still am foolish but not as much. So yeah, I don't like bad words.


Is it normal to fall in love everyday with a different person? No, it is not. -.- It is ridiculous. 


I believe that hurting yourself is horrible. I also believe that cutting isn't the way out. Cutting is not the answer to anything. I know we are teenagers and we usually feel that the world is going to end but we don't need to cut. People who are starving in Africa have horrible lifestyles. They are literally sticks. They suffer everyday and not even they try to end their life. They continue fighting. Why can't everybody do that? It is difficult to get out of an emotional catastrophe but come on… Be strong. The only thing that cutting causes is scars and resentment.


Dorks are better than jocks. 


Last weekend, I visited South Padre Island and San Antonio. On Friday, we left Dallas to go to the Riverwalk. The Riverwalk was nice. We bought 3 dollar water bottles. -.- Okay, well the climax of San Antonio happened after we ate. I was sitting with my parents at a restaurant called Rita's (if my memory doesn't fail me) and my brother kept coming back for chips to feed the ducks. He pretended to eat them so he wouldn't get in trouble. -.- Well, I went with him and he asked me to tie a chip to a leaf of a plant. The leaf was really long and slender. I took some time but I tied it. Then, there was a bunch of kids sitting in front of us singing this rather annoying song. They would clap a beat and sing very VERY off tune while the ferries arrived. The guides on the ferries became annoyed because, of course, the kids were being a distraction to the tour. There was a couple of boys in the group that were a bit too much on the feminine  side. They thought they were so cool. 


I blame relativity.


My parents rented a beach house at South Padre Island. At first, I didn't want to go to the island. We had just arrived from Dallas and I was homesick, but of course we had to do what my mom wanted. We always have to do what she wants. Anyway, we got to the house and gave the beach a visit. We decided to walk to the big rocks at the far end. In total, we spent 3 hours walking. I was extremely sunburned at the end of it. My dad was angry at me because when we finally got to the rocks, my sister decided to climb the rocks that were inside the water. The rocks were wet and invaded by algae or whatever that plant was. My sister made it to the top and my little brothers followed. I guess I wasn't thinking because I didn't tell them to get off after a while of climbing. My littlest brother listened but my other brother didn't. The brother that didn't listen fell. My parents blamed me. -.- The day after, some friends came by. Our goal was to build a humongous castle with a jacuzzi in it. We began digging. We didn't finish, but we did make a somewhat big hole. At night, we went crab hunting. We caught many crabs. We also found a dead fish that probably wasn't able to reach the water. The tide was extremely low. We put it in the bucket too :) so the crabs could eat it, haha. That night, we found two red buckets and A LOT of sand toys, hehehe. I really enjoyed the beach at night. The tide is so low that you can see the sand with ripples that is usually under water during the day. It felt amazing to my feet. The day after, I got sick. I think it was the food that we ate. I, since then, hate fish. I didn't go to the beach that day. I wasn't feeling well enough, so I took a nap. When I woke up, the Women's World Cup was on. I watched USA battle with Japan. I live in the United States and I'm loyal to the US but I wanted Japan to win. I really believed they needed the victory. They needed to have happiness in their life after the tragedy that happened earlier in the year. They needed inspiration to keep going. I was glad Japan won. Finally, the day after, we left. I was excited to leave because that house was too cold and the blankets sucked.


Stop burning the scallops, you DONKEY! >:/ lol


Chef Ramsay is AMAZING! I admire him so much. I wish I could cook like him. Wait, I wish I could be the best at something in life. One day, I will be the best. I just have to put my heart into whatever I do. I already know that I'm not going to be the best in anything that has to do with music because I am horrible in band, haha.


I like the anxiousness of wanting to brush my teeth after buying a new toothbrush. :)


The hotel that I stayed at in Dallas was an absolute mistake.


Arrivaderci. 

Magic. :)

Hippie Headphones.

Earlier today, I traveled to my aunt's home with my mom. We entered my aunt's house and found a live broadcast on TV of the case of Casey Anthony. The judge was about to read Casey Anthony's verdict. For those of you who are not familiar with Casey Anthony, she is a woman who killed her daughter. Well, that's what every person with a rightful mind thought. The judge handed the papers containing the verdict to a clerk. The clerk was instructed to read the papers out loud. For some reason, the clerk seemed nervous or maybe she was awestruck because her voice shook and she stumbled upon some words. To sum it up, Casey Anthony was found innocent. My jaw dropped. I was so sure she would get was she deserved. Casey began crying. I'm guessing it was of happiness. That woman didn't deserve that kind of joy. That woman doesn't even deserve to see the light of day. All I have to say about this is that one day it will come back to her. It will haunt her and hurt her. Justice must be served.

I should really clean my room.

You know that feeling of waiting for something and when it finally comes you miss it? I do. I missed my last day of class today. It wasn't really important but I had been waiting for days to receive my score. It was a pretty big disappointment. The reason I missed class was………that I overslept. -.- Irony is what I called it. I'm always the person telling people to wake up and go to sleep, but, for once, I should have listened to my own advice.

Don't leave the milk alone for too long.

Two weeks ago, I had bought a brand new toothbrush because I had gotten bored of my old one. The toothbrush that I purchased was pretty amazing. It was transparent on some places and solid on others. It had a tongue scrubber and it was recommended by special dentists. The problem was that I had left it at my grandpa's house. I wasn't worried because who would want to steal a toothbrush, right? When I went back this week, it was gone. I couldn't believe it. Of course, it happened to me. -.-

Why did you let the receipt fall to the ground?

I love babies. What is it about babies that makes a person smile? The babies don't talk. They can barely even laugh, but a person is extremely happy when exposed to one. Maybe it is their size, or maybe it is their eyes. Everything about a baby is cute. I even think the way a baby cries is cute. Perhaps it's that a baby is so pure that there is no other emotion that can be expressed but happiness. I feel grateful that most babies receive only love. The babies who don't receive love are unlucky. All babies should receive positive affection. This will help them in their future. Even when the babies have grown up and turned into adults, they should feel love.

Try to be happy because when you're in heaven you'll be content with what you did on earth.

Something that I truly do not enjoy is an awkward moment. One circumstance that I especially like to avoid is when somebody is so in love with a song that I become part of it. The person is so passionate about the song, that they decide to turn that moment into a music video. That person transforms into the singer and I turn into the victim. The person stares at me with amorous eyes and I have no clue how to react. I smile but in my head, I want to shoot myself.

How many pairs of pants can your floor take, Alejandra? D:<

One thing I dislike is getting copied. I work hard for what I have. I'm not going to just give my work away to somebody that doesn't deserve it. Some people don't know what it is to work to pass. They only know copying. One day, that is going to send them down the drain because there is not always going to be a person willing to give away their work. Learn to work hard and try to see that some people do care. Some people DO deserve what they have. I guess it really doesn't matter because the people that are hardworking are the ones that will succeed. Carry on!

Keep a healthy lifestyle because your grandchildren would like to meet you.

I am SO excited because I am going to Dallas for a week. I'm excited because all I do is sit in my room all day everyday. It gets depressing after a while. I needed some action in my life. :D

Be nice because you never know when lightning might strike.

By the way, I got some hippie headphones. :D

May you never drown in a vat of monkey semen. (In every single blog entry, I will have a different way of saying goodbye.) 

The Reason.

This morning, I was trying to remember my dream. Instead, I imagined something very interesting. What if we were droplets and instead of attending school, we would get poured into the classroom by a big cup? After we were poured we, as water droplets, would settle on a desk and turn into humans again. I don't know if I have seen this before but it would be amazingly entertaining. :D

I eat munchies even if I'm full.

Yesterday, there was a tornado. I kinda made fun of the tornado :O. People were all scared :O. I didn't really take the situation seriously because if the tornado was really as dangerous as people thought, there would have been some type of warning. Nobody really mentioned that the tornado could be a risk to our health. There was even people playing outside. Some people just get on my nerves with their drama. -.- Just shut up hehe.

Go eat some sugar. Maybe that will sweeten up your life.

Anger is really difficult to control, at least for me. Sometimes, I commit actions that I would've never dared to during a calm state. I have never really learned to conquer anger. The closest to conquering anger for me is staying quiet and locking myself in my room. I still scream out, though. It feels good to scream out, but then my mom would probably burst in my room yelling also. One day, I will conquer anger. I doubt it will be soon but it will happen one day.

Please control the amount of judging you do.

You know that feeling you get when you have agreed to something but take it back right after? I do. Agreeing to something reluctantly feels horrible. o.o It's like having it perfect a few seconds before and then having it stolen from you. It feels even worse when you know you were the one that put yourself in the situation because you could have easily said no.

Morning headaches are the worst.

The people that should be treasured the most are those who help you in your times of need. Ironically, a lot of people choose to talk to those who cause them pain. I don't know what it is about us humans but it's like we bring the pain upon ourselves. I'm not scolding anybody because I have also done it. It's probable that every human has done it. We always give attention those that ignore us and ignore the ones that help us the most. It feels horrible to be the person trying to help, and, even then, be ignored. Some people just never learn and one day when you are actually willing to accept their help, they'll be long gone. Try to see who really cares for you and who you are only a prop to because it won't be easy if you realize it too late. Those people who help you just because they care deserve more than what you give them. Be more grateful!

Cranberry juice with ice cubes is very good.

The reason I started to write this blog is simple. I wanted to grow as a person. I write things that I would've never thought of before. Writing helped me learn how to explore my mind. It also helped me explain things that bothered me. Now, I can let things out without hurting anyone.

Cheerio!