Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Inspiration.

It doesn't take much to be inspired and for some reason I always am. I was inspired a few days ago to make this blog by Jason Mraz. I figured that by writing my feelings and encounters, I wouldn't feel so lonely. As you can see, I must be really inspired to blog without any followers. Well yes, I am. I also got inspired today by a girl named Nelida. This might seem very cheesy but she inspired me to live life without fear. I am filled by fear. Too many things scare me. She finds everything funny. Sometimes I smile but i don't find  what made me smile funny. It is just a motion. I find myself doing just motion too often now. I guess I've grown too distant from people that mean alot to me. I don't think that I have ever been super close to a person before. I don't think I'm capable of doing that. It is just too hard for me to be close to somebody. I have never had a person know everything about me. I have tried to be very close to people but I guess they're not interested. It is okay that they are not interested because it is hard for me to be interested too. It has to be mutual and then I will give a friendship my all. Back to the subject, I want to change the way I think. Sometimes I overanalyze things and it makes me depressed and nobody can help me. The only way I can escape is by reading books and at times I just don't want to read books. Overanalyzing things leads to negative thoughts. I am tired of negative thoughts. I know people care about me. People care about you too and bad thoughts will do nothing but harm. You must always see the bright side of things and when there isn't a friend there for you, there is always family. When there is no family there for you, there are books. There is always something for you and if one day you happen to finish all the books that the earth has to offer, write one yourself. I will read it. Okay, I will stop writing. Blogging makes me happy because even if nobody reads it, you are letting at least the internet know how you feel. A human isn't perfect and sometimes no human wants to listen to problems. Writing is always there. So with that, I say good bye. There is always someone there even if it isn't human.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Lady Gaga.

Lady Gaga. A very talented person that screwed up her face and her could've- been successful career. I personally think that lady gaga is nasty and I DISLIKE her music. But, she's one of the few artist that actually sounds good live. But seriously, why would she go ahead and put 4 bumps on her face? That's somewhat stupid and idiotic, If you ask me. Also, WHY would she dress with a bikini and this black transparent robe to "cover" it when she was with Jay Leno? D: That's not human man. >.< How hard is it to wear a pretty, nice, DECENT dress? :/ Okay, back to the point. She has a very good voice, but her lyrics don't compliment that at ALL. Especially the song "Judas". Extreme blasphemy. I think that if she managed to write meaningful songs and dress appropriately but with originality at the same time, she would make the world a better place. But then again, that's just my opinion.

Wow :D

Okay, so today I woke up and realized it's summer. This year passed by so quick and it was, honestly, one of the best. Time is always running and for some reason, it doesn't like to stop. Because of time, everybody leaves and everybody dies but I've heard a saying that says," Don't weep for the dead and celebrate the living." Hehe something like that. I like that quote because it is completely true. It might sound very mean to not mourn for a loved one but if you just feel pity for yourself and make life miserable it's like your life is gone too. Your loved one would've wanted you to be happy, don't you think? This brings me to my topic of letting go. Yesterday I attended a graduation and it was so sad to see all the seniors go. Those seniors were in our shoes as freshman and believed that graduation day would never arrive and when it arrived, it was hard to take in. The seniors have to learn to let go and their younger friends also have to learn to let go.  Everything changes everyday. The changes are slow and gradual but they are there. WE just have to adjust to change and learn to grow. Don't mourn for those who are gone but celebrate that you are still there. Good bye seniors. You will be missed.
Good Bye 

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Alohaaaa

Okay so I'm Vane :) This is my first blog ever. I am currently listening to MGMT and I am feeling pretty nostalgic :o A few hours ago I realized that sometimes I have nothing on my mind. Nothing. I felt pretty blank when I came to that realization :/ and then I thought of something. What if I just look at the sky? So then I did, and I was so bored because there weren't any clouds. It was like if my mind was the sky, empty of thoughts just like the sky lacked clouds. I really hate living here. The weather is the WORST. I wish I lived in Alaskaaaa :D I would actually be happy.. I haven't been happy in a while for some reason.. I just haven't found that reason yet. I think that it is pretty noticable in the way that I smile and laugh now. This summer I shall make the best of it because I want to be happy again :) and everyone else should be happy also. I would like to build a tree house this summer, but I don't have a big tree. I only have small ones. I also want to paint in my backyard during a sunset or sunrise. Those are a couple of things I would like to do this summer. OHH, and I would also like to fly.
Peace.

Hachiko and Elephants. :)

Hachiko is one of my favorite movies. :) It is one of the cutest movies ever :D. Basically, it's about an asian dog that is extremely loyal to his master even after the owner's death. (but then again, it's an ASIAN dog. What else can we expect? Them people can do ANYTHING o.o) Hachi waits for him at the train station every day and walks home with him, but one day the man suffers a heart attack, and he passed away :/ So, Hachi keeps going to the station every single day to wait for his owner, until he dies in his sleep in the train station. D,: I was literally crying my eyes out. It's a movie worth watching :) I think that Animals have something more than just "instinct". I do believe that animals have feelings and that they can be even kinder than the human kind. Like elephants. They always move in large groups and when one dies the whole group stays behind and stands for a while spending their last moments with the lost one. Then they move on, and on their way back home, they stop by the same spot and check for their lost elephant, stay there for another little while, then leave. Could that be called instinct? I don't think so. To my eyes, it's much more than that. :)

Body Modification o.o

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The term of body modification consists of many MANY things. In my opinion, body modification is quite extraordinary but I do believe people take it too far. D: Why would a person need a piercing down there? Why do people even need piercings? A little piercing here or there is fine but everywhere? Another thing, gauges are disgusting. I'm not being judgemental or anything but that looks disgusting. How do the ears look when the gauges get taken off? Disgusting. :/ Please people, think about others when you're getting a piercing o.o  

MarshmellowPies.

Hiya, I am Veronica :) I go by Vero :D So, I really don't know how to start a blog ._. but I shall try. ^^ I will blog about Pandas. They are so chill. Seriously, everybody loves pandas :) But, I was wondering, do they have a tail? :o I hope they do. That would make them even cuter! :D Little fluff ball on their butts, lol. They're white, black and asian :D like a Neapolitan ice cream sandwich :o

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Hello.

Hello, my name is Alejandra :). I decided to make a blog because I had nothing better to do and I got inspired by Jason Mraz. I'm afraid that I will run out of subjects to post but I will try my best. The first thing that I will blog about is the book "Water for Elephants." I really liked that book. It was rather graphic but it is a beautiful story. I would definitely like to live in a circus. It's one of my fantasies and I have many of those. In the beginning of every chapter there is a picture of actual circus life. I really wonder how it would feel to live in a circus. Hm, I really don't know what a blog consists of. I'll probably just ramble on about random subjects, often. I'll make this blog short. One last thing, I really like trees.