It's a sign.

Today, I woke up feeling fresh, happy, and inspired. I do feel pretty sleepy but that's because I went to sleep at 3 in the morning. I realized, during many conversations that I was having, a lot of people need to be appreciated and listened to. It is like small children. When a small child is crying and misbehaving, sometimes, it just takes a talk to fix the problem. A person just wants to feel loved. I don't blame anybody for this because everybody gets lonely and everybody needs a friend. Too much can cause a person to breakdown and it would be nice if somebody was there to pick them back up. Not every person is going to be a good friend, so you need to know the people who care and are there for you. Those people are the people worth it.

When you can't say something, write a letter.

Change isn't something I appreciate. I usually like things to stay the same. If anything changes, I'd rather it be for the better, but in life everything changes. Changes can ruin our life depending on how we cope to everything. We just always have to be prepared. We can't just give up because something has gone wrong. When something goes wrong, the LAST thing we should do is have pity on ourselves. Having pity on yourself will only cripple you and make you weaker. Time will heal it all. We have to make sure to always keep a positive attitude and face the world like if it were an ant, small and easy to step on. Nothing can stop us…except death or a bad criminal record hehe.

I'm not a big fan of Dora…

People will not always take you serious. The reason for that is you're not always going to be important to everybody. You can try but it is impossible. There are always people with different opinions and views on the world. You just make sure that whenever you go somewhere, you at least have the most respect you can. A person doesn't have to like you personally but if they respect you, then all is good. Wherever you go, behave yourself and have manners. Be friendly and don't make enemies. Anybody is better as a friend than an enemy. Respect others as you would like to be respected. Try to judge the least that you can. Looks don't matter because a pretty flower can be poisonous. 

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. :) (I don't know what that writers of that quote were thinking because lemonade without sugar tastes bad.)

You know that feeling of excitement when you buy school clothes and supplies and you can't wait to use them? I do. I bought converse. They aren't yellow this time but navy blue. I would've liked some yellow ones but I'd already bought two shades and I didn't know if there were more kinds of yellow. I mostly miss my teachers. I thank God that I have the teachers I do. There is one exception, though. Names will not be mentioned, but that lady is evil and careless. I'm pretty sure that by the second week of school, I'll be wishing for summer again. 

50s jazz has a humongous effect on me. It makes me happy. 

I have a theory about humankind. I am no philosopher but I do believe people live to be happy. I believe that a person's ultimate goal should be happiness. It shouldn't be money or anything else. Money brings greed. Sometimes all we need is enough to survive. 


What is your picture of a happy ending?


I already know how I want to die. That sentence might sound weird, but I just know already. My happy ending would be lying in a bed with white sheets. The bed would be facing a brown wooden window. The window would be showing my farm. The farm would house strawberries. The strawberries weren't to be sold, but only eaten. My family would be surrounding me and I would fall asleep forever. Hopefully a hospital doesn't ruin my dreams. -.-


You're a positive joy.


So, the title was a random one. Those words are the first that came to mind when I began writing. I've been in a state of mania. :) It feels nice when I'm on top of the world. Everything seems easier when I'm in a good mood. Below, I will post some links to pages you might enjoy or like. 


I don't know if we're on a garden or a crowded avenue. <3


May your teeth never be replaced by freshly ironed wool socks.

Believe it or not, that flower is poisonous.
Narcissus

http://www.zappablamma.com/zb/
http:/hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/
http://www.youtube.com/user/OkGo?blend=1&ob=5

Yes.

I've begun to miss the old days. Feeling nostalgic brings good memories to me, but also feelings of sorrow. It is the fact that, in only a couple of years, I'll be obligated to move on from childhood. I don't mind being a child, but I don't want to be acting like a 12 year old when I'm 21. I'd like to keep the imagination and spirit of a child, though.

Gryffindor hoodies have proven to be extremely expensive.

I finally watched the finale of Harry Potter. It's extraordinary how a person can become so attached to these fictional characters. Everybody knows they aren't real and tears are still shed at the death of a protagonist. I might be over analyzing this series, but it sure teaches so many lessons. Harry Potter never gave up. Did he succeed? Yes. Snape was always seen as the bad guy and in the end, we learn he was doing the best for everybody. A person cannot really be judged by the looks. Sometimes I believe that good looks only cripple humanity. Many people talk to others based on external beauty. What people don't know is that internal beauty is concealed in many others that haven't been given a chance. I only hope that we, as people, learn the importance of personality and not looks.

Time picked the correct messenger.

I try to see if a person is pure or not. Most of the time, I succeed in classifying a person. It isn't the nicest thing to do, but it helps me steer clear of those whose company I don't enjoy. There are some specific people who I don't admire, but I am still decent enough to them. I just can't find it in me to tell them how I feel about them and their actions. I'm not strong enough to hurt people in that manner.

Who can I ALWAYS cry on? My bed.☻

I believe that acoustic music is more beautiful than any other. It is just for the fact that acoustic music captures the emotion of the artist in their voice. The guitar just compliments the singer's voice and adds that extra sprinkle to it. Acoustic music has no auto tune and no loud noises hiding people with no actual talent. If a singer can pull off an acoustic song live, they've earned my respect. I admire those with vocal talent that don't need anything but their mouths to sing. I have no vocal talent at all. ☻

Is it better to care too much or not care at all? :O

I have a big problem. My fan has gone crazy for about a month now. It shakes and rattles. If I didn't know better, I'd say it were angry. It is probably sick and tired of hanging on the wall and spinning for human's selfish reasons. There is no need to worry. My dad is getting rid of that old bitter fan on
Friday or Saturday and getting a new one that will be happy to do its job.

I do believe this blog is short.

To make up for the short blog, I'm posting up a video. ✌ (I'm exploring the special characters on my computer, ha.)

Sayanora. :D

Legoland and Crappy Hotels.

I HAVE BEEN AWAY ON VACATION! Well, I have been back home since yesterday. I traveled to Dallas to find enlightenment. No, I'm kidding. I went to Dallas for my brother's baseball tournament. Dallas was surprisingly HOT. I didn't really enjoy it. I did enjoy Grapevine Mills, though. Grapevine Mills happens to be the name of a mall in the city of Grapevine. Inside that mall, there was a place called Legoland. Legoland is, as you can imagine, a little "theme park" that includes countless items and activities having to do with Legos. I didn't go inside the actual park but I did enter the shop. I was pretty fascinated with a Buzz Lightyear sculpture made out of Legos. Sadly, there was no Woody Sculpture. In the shop, I searched for something that I would like, and I found the GREATEST THING POSSIBLE. I came across Harry Potter keychains. Ironically, there wasn't a keychain of Harry Potter. So, I took the liberty of saying how ridiculous that was. I think an employee overheard me, hehe. I, personally, like Ron better than Harry, though. I bought the Ron keychain. :)


I'm a drama abolitionist.


To get to Dallas, it took nine tedious hours. It took so much work for me to stop myself from screaming at my brothers. They can literally drive a woman crazy. Now, talking about traveling, while we were in the Dallas area, my dad was driving recklessly. We aren't familiar with the area so every time we had to be somewhere, we would have to input our destination on the Iphone. The Iphone was our savior in this trip. It also put us in danger, though. My brilliant father would have the Iphone in his hands while driving.-.- Many times, he would miss his turn and try to make up for it. He would turn at the latest times and cause the cars behind us to go ballistic. In one occasion, we entered the airport. Oh, how fun it was to hear my mother rant on and on. 


If the sun doesn't shine tomorrow, we'll survive. Alaskans do it for an entire month.


Last week, I challenged myself. The challenge was one of the most difficult I have ever faced. I challenged myself to turn on my ipod, put it on shuffle, and listen. I could not skip any song. I had never been able to accomplish that, but, this time, I did. I got up to 93 songs without skipping. That was quite an accomplishment, at least to me. 


Don't give up on life because life has never given up on you.


I don't remember if I have said this before, but I do not like bad words. Yes, everyone I know says bad words, but I don't feel comfortable saying them. I have never known why. I have typed them and I've said them. I mostly said them in sixth grade when I was trying to fit in. I didn't like sixth grade. The change was too fast. People were growing up too fast and I just didn't know what to do. I did everything to fit in. How foolish I was. I still am foolish but not as much. So yeah, I don't like bad words.


Is it normal to fall in love everyday with a different person? No, it is not. -.- It is ridiculous. 


I believe that hurting yourself is horrible. I also believe that cutting isn't the way out. Cutting is not the answer to anything. I know we are teenagers and we usually feel that the world is going to end but we don't need to cut. People who are starving in Africa have horrible lifestyles. They are literally sticks. They suffer everyday and not even they try to end their life. They continue fighting. Why can't everybody do that? It is difficult to get out of an emotional catastrophe but come on… Be strong. The only thing that cutting causes is scars and resentment.


Dorks are better than jocks. 


Last weekend, I visited South Padre Island and San Antonio. On Friday, we left Dallas to go to the Riverwalk. The Riverwalk was nice. We bought 3 dollar water bottles. -.- Okay, well the climax of San Antonio happened after we ate. I was sitting with my parents at a restaurant called Rita's (if my memory doesn't fail me) and my brother kept coming back for chips to feed the ducks. He pretended to eat them so he wouldn't get in trouble. -.- Well, I went with him and he asked me to tie a chip to a leaf of a plant. The leaf was really long and slender. I took some time but I tied it. Then, there was a bunch of kids sitting in front of us singing this rather annoying song. They would clap a beat and sing very VERY off tune while the ferries arrived. The guides on the ferries became annoyed because, of course, the kids were being a distraction to the tour. There was a couple of boys in the group that were a bit too much on the feminine  side. They thought they were so cool. 


I blame relativity.


My parents rented a beach house at South Padre Island. At first, I didn't want to go to the island. We had just arrived from Dallas and I was homesick, but of course we had to do what my mom wanted. We always have to do what she wants. Anyway, we got to the house and gave the beach a visit. We decided to walk to the big rocks at the far end. In total, we spent 3 hours walking. I was extremely sunburned at the end of it. My dad was angry at me because when we finally got to the rocks, my sister decided to climb the rocks that were inside the water. The rocks were wet and invaded by algae or whatever that plant was. My sister made it to the top and my little brothers followed. I guess I wasn't thinking because I didn't tell them to get off after a while of climbing. My littlest brother listened but my other brother didn't. The brother that didn't listen fell. My parents blamed me. -.- The day after, some friends came by. Our goal was to build a humongous castle with a jacuzzi in it. We began digging. We didn't finish, but we did make a somewhat big hole. At night, we went crab hunting. We caught many crabs. We also found a dead fish that probably wasn't able to reach the water. The tide was extremely low. We put it in the bucket too :) so the crabs could eat it, haha. That night, we found two red buckets and A LOT of sand toys, hehehe. I really enjoyed the beach at night. The tide is so low that you can see the sand with ripples that is usually under water during the day. It felt amazing to my feet. The day after, I got sick. I think it was the food that we ate. I, since then, hate fish. I didn't go to the beach that day. I wasn't feeling well enough, so I took a nap. When I woke up, the Women's World Cup was on. I watched USA battle with Japan. I live in the United States and I'm loyal to the US but I wanted Japan to win. I really believed they needed the victory. They needed to have happiness in their life after the tragedy that happened earlier in the year. They needed inspiration to keep going. I was glad Japan won. Finally, the day after, we left. I was excited to leave because that house was too cold and the blankets sucked.


Stop burning the scallops, you DONKEY! >:/ lol


Chef Ramsay is AMAZING! I admire him so much. I wish I could cook like him. Wait, I wish I could be the best at something in life. One day, I will be the best. I just have to put my heart into whatever I do. I already know that I'm not going to be the best in anything that has to do with music because I am horrible in band, haha.


I like the anxiousness of wanting to brush my teeth after buying a new toothbrush. :)


The hotel that I stayed at in Dallas was an absolute mistake.


Arrivaderci. 

Magic. :)